:: apr? 2021, "note" ::

a literal suicide note. archived.

i'm sorry addison. i'm sorry bayaresh. i'm sorry.
i don't have the energy for this anymore. i'm sorry for scaring you so many times. i hope it works this time. third time's the charm, right?
if i wake up tomorrow i don't know what the fuck is left for me. i don't have the energy for any more of it.

it's not your fault. ---

i'm sorry.

goodbye. i'll miss you.

i am bad at writing suicide notes

(appended on the next page with "this is awkward")